Nothing big.

I'm feeling slightly distant from my life. From the world.

I always like to have things to look forward to, to plan. I love to think ahead and plan plan plan. EVEN THOUGH i know its not good for me, i know its good to live for now. I'm kinda the happy medium between the two. Probably guess by now that i'm a list writer. Everything has a list, or a spreadsheet. (OCD much?)

Well.. here i am. January 2013. And i have no lists to write. No planning for anything. I'm not pregnant, i'm not getting married, i'm not moving house and i'm not doing.. anything. I'm feeling slightly dull. When Charlie reads this she is gonna kick my ass, IM FULLY AWARE I'M VENTURING INTO BUSINESS!!! But there is only so much of that i can do. I can't go into it full swing like i want to. I just do not have the time. Although i'm fully LOVING what i'm doing with it now. I've never felt this content in something that i want to do. Its fun, its exciting, every photoshoot is different, i can plan it (to an extent) and i love the editing process afterwards. Its kinda not.. BIG. (I'm not making sense, am i?)

There is no point to my madness. I just like to be on the go, i like doing and not sitting. I like to achieve and i love to have a story to tell at the end of it. 

My life seems full of drama, there is always "something" to talk about. I then moan its like that when actually, if it wasn't like that i would be SO bored. I guess my little devil on my shoulder would be telling me to have a baby or move house. But the angel on the other side is telling me to be content and enjoy the steady pace... The question is which one do i side with? Im figuring the angel is the sensible option...

 Slow down baby girl, i can't keep up!

Thought of the day - Ummm. Read above. Also, i really need to take more pictures of the boys. If only they sat still. 


  1. I know the feeling ~ I have been housebound for the past five days with a sick baby and it is killing me. I'm sure there are things I could be doing but I have NO motivation.
    Hopefully the end of today will shine some light into my funk.
    Here's hoping for the both of us.
    And OCD ~ not a bad thing! LOL


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  2. I too know the feeling, except I still have lists. They are to-do lists. That to-do list never goes away. But I too enjoy making the lists and get exhilarated when I can cross something off the list! LOL, you know what I mean. Anyway, I say go with the angel side and enjoy the slow and steady! :) I for one am glad there are no more holiday parties to plan or get ready for. I want to the weather to warm up and I want to get the kids outside.

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  3. She is adorable! I'm totally a list maker too. And I may or may not put things on my list that I have already done.....

  4. Oh your baby girl is adorable and hear you how you are feeling. Believe me I have too many times in one day that I feel this way.

  5. I LOVE boring, it means everything is on pace and calm. With four kids, that's a good thing. :)

  6. I am restless too. I feel like there is nothing right now and I need to move on to the next thing....but that would be a second baby and I am just not there yet. Who knows, all I can say is I relate.

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  7. A restless spirit is something I can understand. I typically start planning a trip somewhere far away when I get antsy like this. Gives me something to work toward. ;-)

  8. I'm a bit like this - and my list of 'want to do's' is huge! Trying to reign in the hyperactivity this year...


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