I always like to have things to look forward to, to plan. I love to think ahead and plan plan plan. EVEN THOUGH i know its not good for me, i know its good to live for now. I'm kinda the happy medium between the two. Probably guess by now that i'm a list writer. Everything has a list, or a spreadsheet. (OCD much?)
Well.. here i am. January 2013. And i have no lists to write. No planning for anything. I'm not pregnant, i'm not getting married, i'm not moving house and i'm not doing.. anything. I'm feeling slightly dull. When Charlie reads this she is gonna kick my ass, IM FULLY AWARE I'M VENTURING INTO BUSINESS!!! But there is only so much of that i can do. I can't go into it full swing like i want to. I just do not have the time. Although i'm fully LOVING what i'm doing with it now. I've never felt this content in something that i want to do. Its fun, its exciting, every photoshoot is different, i can plan it (to an extent) and i love the editing process afterwards. Its kinda not.. BIG. (I'm not making sense, am i?)
There is no point to my madness. I just like to be on the go, i like doing and not sitting. I like to achieve and i love to have a story to tell at the end of it.
My life seems full of drama, there is always "something" to talk about. I then moan its like that when actually, if it wasn't like that i would be SO bored. I guess my little devil on my shoulder would be telling me to have a baby or move house. But the angel on the other side is telling me to be content and enjoy the steady pace... The question is which one do i side with? Im figuring the angel is the sensible option...
Slow down baby girl, i can't keep up!
Thought of the day - Ummm. Read above. Also, i really need to take more pictures of the boys. If only they sat still.